January 2010
19 posts
Dear sleep, come back to me!
I will be getting like no sleep this week. Not okay. I do not approve. I’m working on a film set all day tomorrow I didn’t get to bed a great time last night ugh. Not a happy camper. Anyhoo. If I didn’t have so much work to do I would just nap the entire day away. Ruin my life. Ok I’m done complaining. Which also means I’m done blogging for today. Well at least for...
Where do I go from here?
My mood is excatly like the weather today. It started off so horridly, rainy and humid now it’s sunny with a light breeze and a lot better. I’m such a strange place right now. I realized that I’ve been putting a lot into this Derrick thing and not getting a lot back so I’m gonna give it to Jesus. He can handle it when it’s super apparent that I can’t. So I had...
Jersey shore? More like Jersey sore.
Bad joke I know Nathan. But its on the TV and I couldn’t think of a title so you’re going to have to deal with it. I love Luke Wilson. Ok I think I’m too tired to write anything. Strange, normally I like to ramble on about nothing. I guess I’m not in the mood. Well I will tell you this. I had a huge revelation last night that ended up bring me peace! Yay for peace. I really...
yep.
I feel like I go out of my way to make it known to people that I care about them and it really hurts when they don’t return the favor. I don’t think they mean to do that to me but then again I don’t think they know they’re doing it. But it really makes me want to cry. I know I’m probably be really immature and irrational but I can’t help it. There’s...
So this is how it goes?
I looked at my friend Nyckole today and realized something, my life is great! I ‘ve got great friends, I’m at an awesome school, and God and I are best friends. All I do makes me happy. I’m really truly honestly happy. And I’m hungry but I don’t want to get up. Such dilemas. I haven’t posted anything in a few days (not like anyone really noticed) but I was just...
“So this is how it goes? Well I, I would have never known and if this ends today...”
– Brighter- Paramore. All We Know Is Falling
I'm terrified beyond belief right now.
So idk if he reads these but tomorrow will be the day that I finally sit down and talk to Derrick. I have this horrid feeling I’m being led on in our “relationship” thing we’re in and I’ve come to the conclusion that it’s not fair to me. People are talking, saying things like “Oh Ashley likes him but he doesn’t like her.” and...
Tired. But not really. It's the worst feeling...
This post is gonna probably be really loopy sounding and that’s because it’s 2:08 in the morning. So you must excuse my strange behavior. (insert Nathan saying, “Oh, your strange behavoir is nothing out of the ordinary.”) and I don’t mean The Ordinary like the cafeteria here at Regent Univeristy but the like normal everyday actvities. Just clearing that one up before...
Whoops
Nathan. You’re shout out wasn’t in my last post so you get a whole post to yourself :).
ashley.
:(
So I’m back at school. It’s going well. My classes are hard and I’m running a little low on the money and some friends and I are having issues but it’s pretty much the same as it was last year haha. Nothing’s really changed. The hardest part for me though is I thought it had changed. I was doing everything I knew how to help this situation and yet it wasn’t...
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It is 1:09 and I am currently waiting to hear that Derrick made it back safely to school. His ETA was 1:30 last time i spoke with him so hopefully he’ll text me soon so I can go to sleep. Sleep? I don’t know what sleep is. I never get any except for a few hours here or there. I guess that’s really my fault but none the less I’m unreasonably tired. A guy at a gas station...
“Oh dean.”
– St. Nathaniel Kelley
What is that?
Outdoor ice skating is super fun. I think everyone should try it at least once. But if you do it during the winter wear lots of clothes. Think layers. Lots and lots of layers. “A friend of mine went to buy some long underwear. The shop keeper said how long do you want it?” Oh Mary Poppins and your jokes. If I could remember the rest of the joke I would put it in here but alas I...
“Which sucks more? A vacum that works or one that doesn’t?”
– Me!
January 1st
Happy New Year! It’s 2010 and I guess that means it’s time for me to figure out some new years resolutions. So here they are if you care :) and if you don’t; stop reading my blog. 1) Read my Bible. 2) Workout everyday. 3) Discover major goal in life. 4) Always look my best. 5) And last but not least, stick to a food plan. There ya have it people. I always look back at my last...